Goodbye 2021

 Hi Guys whoever who read this post. How are you guys doing? Good? I Hope you guys doing good and healthy in this world who's not doing alright right now.

Today is Sunday December 26th 2021.

Today I'm supposedly iron my clothes, cleaning my room, doing a little bit of my work, but my mood to doing all that activity is gone because the ending of the series that i watch a couple hours ago. Make me "baper" (idk what in english) haha, and thinking about the past. Then make me come here.

Let's Flashback what i'm doing in this whole year.

January, My best best best friends getting married, I'm so happy about that because they're finally together 😄. In the end of January, I found a new Boygroup that i like and love so much until today. Contain seven member and they called VICTON. The detail about Victon i will make separate post. 

in February just ordinary life of mine.

in March i guess i'm doing ordinary, nothing special.

in April i get my first Vaccine (Covd Vaccine). Which make me sick for 3 days, that's okay because for some people that's normal effect after getting vaccine.

May, i don't know about it, but that's my last Eid Mubarak with my Dad. About this i will tell you later.

June  just ordinary life, nothing special.

July, i got my second Covd Vaccine, which is the effect not like the first one. I'm okay, not sick, healthy, just my arm a little bit sore.

August, another ordinary life, nothing special.

September, Finally i'm going to Bandung. The City that i love, that i miss everyday. Finally i get the chance to go there. Again, my best friends, my roomate at dorm a long time ago when I'm in college is getting married. I'm happy for her😄 I meet my other roomate too, we are complete, four people meet in the same place and same time spending time together, catch up about life. I had my bucket list,i wanna going to Jurnalrisa coffee and i'm going there with my friends, thank you for accompany me to going there.

in the end of October, my sister suprising me and all my family for coming home. They're decided to going holiday for 2 weeks at home.

November, here the climax. I'm having my 28th birthday. Getting close to 30 😑 and still single (that's the FACT) not married yet, it's okay. My Dad's birthday in November too. But in his birthday my Dad hospitalized, and then coma for 12 hours, in the morning of November 25th my Dad gone forever after battling with his disease for 8 years. Sad of course, crying for whole day, getting headache too, can't sleep. When he still alive, watching him coughing and the other effect of his kidney disease make my heart aching. Now he's gone forever. Because of that, i'm know which best friends, which friends, or the people i know. I'm still thinking about it until now. I have best friends, he having same experience like me. When he in my situation i met him, talk to him, but the worst is he's not doing the same like i did. Until today he's not coming, i know i'm not his priority and i don't know that i need to call him my best friends again? I don't know why i'm so mad.

December, i'm just trying to life like before, but this time without my Dad. Until today i'm had a dream which is there's my Dad in it is 2 times, and i feel like hear his voice 2 times too. I don't know, but life must go on. Moving foward.

Here wish for 2022 : I hope there's many good news and good thing for me. Aamiin.

What i'm doing in New Year's Eve? I look at calendar that day is Friday, i think i'm at my work, not going anywhere, just doing my ordinary activity.

I hope next year is good year for us all.

Bye, see you again😊